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Every time my wife was pregnant, (which seemed often), I would lay my hands
on her tummy and pray for the babies. It seemed easy to hear from God about the
children when I would do this. God was at work. Our children are being fearfully
and wonderfully made right before our very eyes and as we would pray, God would
give us a glimpse of what He was doing.
During the creation of Joseph, (Joey), while I would pray, I always got a
very strong impression that this child would become a prophet of the God of
Israel, a prophet of his Creator. What a grandiose vision God gave me. He is a
prophet! He will speak the explicit word of God to his generation. Many will
know God and His will because of this one! I told every one. I was so proud that
we were going to have a prophet in our house!
The day of his birth was a day of anticipation. I was about to meet the
prophet. But as this boy was born, something was wrong. Something was terribly
wrong. He was barely moving. He had a look about him that was very different. He
needed surgery on his intestine to even give him a chance to survive. We were
told he had Downs Syndrome. I knew what that meant, he was "retarded",
"developmentally disabled" if you want to be more politically correct.
What happened to our prophet? This boy couldn’t be a prophet now. But wait. I
have faith God will heal Joey. I know what God is going to do--He is going to
heal Joey and then the world will know for sure that Joey is a prophet and they
better listen carefully to him. How awesome! God takes a person that when a
miracle is performed on them, no one would be able to deny it. Who could deny
the miracle of having every chromosome in his body rearranged so he could be
"normal"? That is what it would take, a mighty miracle leading to a mighty
prophet of God. Instant prophet! Oh this is going to be glorious. God will get
glory and the Son will get glory by Joseph the Prophet!
I have faith, I believe God. My wife believes God with every fiber of her
being. We believe God. We believe His Son! Joey will grow, he’ll change—God will
use him! He is a mighty prophet.
Time passes and Joey did not develop. Not even on par with an average child
with Downs Syndrome. He was not healed. He couldn’t walk at one, two, three,
four years old. It wasn’t until Joey was nearly 5 that he took his first steps.
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight, nine years, and Joey spoke not
one word. During that time his condition worsened. He had no communication at
all that anyone could understand. Not a sign, not a verbal communication. Not a
word. During these long difficult years in which my wife many times stood alone
caring for Joey, things were very difficult and I began to loose sight of the
fact that Joey was destined to be a prophet and speak to people about the things
of God.
From time to time it would seem that the Spirit of God would remind me that
Joey was in fact a prophet; but it became a very, very dim hope at best. How
could this kid who needed diapers at nine, who found it impossible to
communicate at all with people, who needed assistance with every task of life
possibly, be a prophet? Lots of very difficult time passed, lots of prayer going
up for him and nothing that we could see changed, except that things looked
bleaker. Maybe I missed God.
During the last week of Joey’s life, something began to happen. Joey was
faced with the most horrifying situation of his life. Please hear the
prophet--He had blinded himself, mutilated his eyes as a result of behaviors
which were not dealt with effectively.
Joey was facing surgery to try to save his sight. There was a chance. At the
very worst moment in our lives and Joey’s life, we began to see a small portion
of what Joey was communicating to us. I can’t begin to tell you about all those
secrets, but for the first time in 10 years I began to understand what Joey was
telling us all along. The last week of his young life was by far the best for me
since Joey came into our lives.
Within days of new hope and new vision into what the purpose and prophetic
insight of Joey’s life is, Joey went to be with our Lord. The first night after
his very untimely death at only 10 years old, I really began to understand what
the prophet was saying. I am disappointed that I was only beginning to decipher
his wonderful message at this late time. Now I can’t tell him how wonderful he
is and how awesome his message is and how much I appreciate him. I really didn’t
hear the prophet clearly until he was gone.
However, Joey was speaking loud and clear since the time of his birth. He
shouted that he was broken. That his body didn’t work. That his mind didn’t
work. His eyesight was dimmed and his hearing impaired. We could see that but
what was he saying?
He was clearly speaking that we are all broken. It is only a matter of
degrees and the degree of Joey’s brokenness was severe and visible. Because Joey
was so badly broken does that mean that "normal" people like us are not broken?
In contrast we are much better off, aren’t we? No, the law of contrast doesn’t
say that because you are so much "better" than Joey that you are whole. That
would be like saying if two people are dying an ugly death of pain from cancer
or some other horrible disease, one is better off because he has money in the
bank. Or that one not allowed through and welcomed into gates of the Kingdom of
Heaven is better off than the others next to him with the same fate because he
lived a luxurious, prosperous life on earth.
Joey says I’m not whole and neither are you. We are not different. We are the
same. If there is any difference at all between you and I it is only in the
level of assistance and help I need to live comfortably here on earth. Yes I do
need more assistance than many people, but we are all broken and we all need
assistance of differing degrees. We live in a fallen and sinful world together
and I am no different than you.
You look at those with mental retardation, cerebral palsy, spina bifida,
mental disorders, and other infirmities like they are some kind of different
species. As if they are mistakes. As if God didn’t create them. As if someone
more powerful took over God’s creation and changed it to what they wanted. Not
so. I am not a mistake any more than you are a mistake. Don’t think that someone
usurped God’s plan for me and caused me to be like this. God created me just as
I am. He created me in the context of our fallen and broken and sinful world,
and He is just in doing so. But don’t feel sorry for me that He decided my
condition. He created me with pleasure because He knows He will never lose me
and He will redeem me and make me whole. Some of you He will lose. He creates
taking the risk of whether or not you will choose to love Him and to receive the
Son. Some, like me He creates knowing I am His forever.
God made me and others like me with purpose. Some He heals and uses to show
his glory and some He leaves like we are and uses us to show His glory. Don’t
get uptight because He chooses to leave some of us broken during our life on
earth. Ultimately everyone with diseases or genetic disorders will glorify God
and prove His incredible love for all people. Make no mistake about it, He does
heal some now and His plan is that everyone be made whole and be immortal.
Everyone who believes Him, He will do it for.
We all have purpose. One of the many purposes of my life and condition is to
be a visible sign, a clear marker of the brokenness of humanity. No one who
knows me can deny the state of people on earth. We are not the only
markers—there are many others like sickness and poverty and crimes, but I and
others like me are a powerful testimony of the fallen nature of our world and
our lives. Can’t you see it? We are so powerful a testimony that many look away
in our presence. I am hyper-broken for you. To bring you face to face with our
condition. We are not out of the woods yet. There are still sins and problems we
must face and find God’s help for complete restoration. I am here to remind you
of your need for God. If I wasn’t here, you might have a tendency to feel more
together than you really are. I’m here and I am designed to drive you towards
your creator.
Unfortunately many do not want to look in the face of the brokenness of
mankind and so they just avoid, they look away, and move on like nothing is
wrong. They can not process the reality of being confronted with the picture
that I represent. Because the reality is that I am nothing more than a mirror
for those who I come into contact with and when they see me, they are looking at
themselves. Those who do have the courage to look at me-- straight in the face
of who I am will see themselves.
Joey also developed some very disturbing behaviors over the years. He had
self-injurious behavior. What a horrible thing to behold. No one wants to see
this. We lived with it for years. Most can’t see it for more than a few minutes
at a time. His behavior was clear. Anyone could easily diagnose his
self-injurious behavior. Joey asks, have you or I ever exhibited self-injurious
behavior? Truth be known, we all engage in self-injurious behavior. Sins we
won’t let go of, grudges we hold onto like it’s some kind of therapy for our
souls, bitterness allowed to fester, hidden sins. Refusing to forgive, even
though we’ve been forgiven. Wrong choices, wrong thinking, selfish motives, bad
decisions.
Most people will never see your self-injurious behaviors, but mine is out
there for the whole world to see. The same way you can not look upon my behavior
because of what I am doing to myself, your behaviors are just as ugly. Just as
disturbing. Much of your behavior is not as visible as mine, but it can be just
as damaging. I am here to remind you of how awful self-injurious behavior is.
But self injury is only the first step. The next step moves is self mutilation.
My self-injury led to self mutilation. And when something is mutilated it can’t
be restored but by the hand of God.
It’s important for everyone to see this picture--as a result of my continued,
unchecked self injurious behavior; I eventually mutilated my ears and my eyes.
My ears became dull of hearing and my eyes were blinded. Remember an injury can
heal, mutilation is far worse. If you continue in your self injurious behavior,
you will mutilate yourself. You will become unable to hear, unable to perceive,
unable to understand. You will cloud your eyesight and become blind. You will
not see light, you will not see truth.
My self injury was for a prophetic sign for you to understand what it leads
to. I showed you as clearly as possible. This is a difficult but true part of
the prophetic picture that I was sent to deliver to you. I have done my job. I
have completed my assignment. Now I can move on into the fullness of what the
King of the Universe has planned for my eternity. And I again willingly respond.
Those who have ears to hear let them hear what the Spirit of God is saying.
Joey is a prophet sent by God, just as we were told at the beginning. There
is so much more that Joey has spoken to his family. So much that he has
delivered to us. As a result of knowing Joey many things were written on our
hearts. Not with ink, but by the Spirit of God. Prophets like Joey are sent by
God to change us—to direct us on a new or unseen path. Joey did this for us
without speaking one word out of his mouth. Joey changed all the lives of our
immediate family. Joey stretched those of us who lived with him to breaking and
allowed us to suffer much and so he allowed us to love much and be acquainted
with our God. Joey confronted us with the brokenness of life and changed us.
Joey made us compassionate, caring and willing to help those created
hyper-broken. Joey also gave me the opportunity to have relationship and rich
fellowship with others like Joey that I would have not ever had otherwise. He
gave me the opportunity and powerful privilege to become friends with those so
broken that they are often forgotten.
Many are inclined to throw-away or at best, hide away these people so that
those of us blessed with good health and sound minds won’t have to see or be
confronted with the broken state of humanity. I thank God for Joseph Caleb
Minotti. He has been used by God to shape who I am. In that sense he completed
his mission. The prophet passed through our lives for 10 short years and we will
never be the same again.
Joey always said; reach out to those who you don’t understand. Be a peace
maker. Be strong in the Lord and in the power of His might. Find God. Know Him.
You believe in God, believe also in His Son. Trust Him and He will deliver you.
Joey had a free ticket to heaven and will enjoy the benefits of God for all
eternity. However, I will always appreciate that the price Joey paid to
communicate to us was great. Joey is now absent from his broken body and is at
home with the Lord. Thank you Joey, I love you forever and I will come to you
soon. Joseph the Prophet lives forever.
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